I was just dropping off a FedEx in the outdoor drop box at Post Office downtown. As I put the envelope in the box- I noticed a lady sitting on the stairs by me. She was dressed in a red suit- long hair-with a complementing hat and 2 bags of luggage. She was going somewhere. But where I dont know because the bus doesnt pick people up there. Anyways, she was yelling at people walking by. Calling them murders, and just yelling whatever came to her mind. I looked her in the eyes from a distance and she began to talk- though I was just far enough away that I couldn't make out her words. I began to think of what could have happened to this lady who was decently dressed and had a simple beauty about her- to make her go mad. I thought that she could possibly be someone's mother. Someone'e wife. The lady had clearly lost her mind-and anyone around her knew it was so. She was not fully there and was left alone on the steps of the Post Office- bags with her- in a red suit..to fend for herself. But where was she going? Who's responsibility is she? What was her life previous to this? Was she a small school child once who was made fun of by her peers? Was she a loving wife who developed a mental illness and was sent to an institution? How could she be homeless with no one to care for her? All these thoughts, and more, rushed through my mind as I was leaving the Post Office. I passed her as I flew by in my car- but this time she was standing. Again, I looked her right in the eyes and she began to mumble- raising both her hands in the air as if she were reaching up to God. I can only imagine the tale of her life. What events led her to such madness? What could have been done-if anything- to prevent this woman- with a seemingly kind disposition to turn her mind inside out? God only knows.
All I can say is that this makes me want to love those around me all the more. And I challenge you with the same thought: love those God has placed around you. YOUR love can make a difference in their life!!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
Give Ear...
Psalm 78 reminds me today of the importance in sharing with others-especially those younger than us- the things the Lord has done in our lives. I know I posted a blog about this a week or so ago- but it is still on my heart. We need to tell the next generation the praiseworthy deeds of the Lord, and His might, and the wonderful works that He has performed in the past. Whether it's a Bible story or a personal story- I challenge you today to share with someone about the deeds and works of the Lord that you have seen happen in your life. How will they know unless we tell them? You might be surprised how Faith is built in your own heart as you share. Read the rest of the chapter..it's good stuff!
Lord, give me opportunities-orchastrated by You- to share with others around me of your deeds, Your might, and the wonderful works that You have performed in the past. Use me Lord.
Psalm 78
A skillful song, or a didactic or reflective poem, of Asaph.
1GIVE EAR, O my people, to my teaching; incline your ears to the words of my mouth.
2I will open my mouth in a parable (in instruction by numerous examples); I will utter dark sayings of old [that hide important truth]--(A)
3Which we have heard and known, and our fathers have told us.
4We will not hide them from their children, but we will tell to the generation to come the praiseworthy deeds of the Lord, and His might, and the wonderful works that He has performed.
5For He established a testimony (an express precept) in Jacob and appointed a law in Israel, commanding our fathers that they should make [the great facts of God's dealings with Israel] known to their children,
6That the generation to come might know them, that the children still to be born might arise and recount them to their children,
7That they might set their hope in God and not forget the works of God, but might keep His commandments
8And might not be as their fathers--a stubborn and rebellious generation, a generation that set not their hearts aright nor prepared their hearts to know God, and whose spirits were not steadfast and faithful to God.
Lord, give me opportunities-orchastrated by You- to share with others around me of your deeds, Your might, and the wonderful works that You have performed in the past. Use me Lord.
Psalm 78
A skillful song, or a didactic or reflective poem, of Asaph.
1GIVE EAR, O my people, to my teaching; incline your ears to the words of my mouth.
2I will open my mouth in a parable (in instruction by numerous examples); I will utter dark sayings of old [that hide important truth]--(A)
3Which we have heard and known, and our fathers have told us.
4We will not hide them from their children, but we will tell to the generation to come the praiseworthy deeds of the Lord, and His might, and the wonderful works that He has performed.
5For He established a testimony (an express precept) in Jacob and appointed a law in Israel, commanding our fathers that they should make [the great facts of God's dealings with Israel] known to their children,
6That the generation to come might know them, that the children still to be born might arise and recount them to their children,
7That they might set their hope in God and not forget the works of God, but might keep His commandments
8And might not be as their fathers--a stubborn and rebellious generation, a generation that set not their hearts aright nor prepared their hearts to know God, and whose spirits were not steadfast and faithful to God.
Friday, August 6, 2010
LOYAL...to me???
Ps. 30
9Once I have turned to dust, how can I praise you or tell how loyal you are?
-I've never thought about telling of the loyalty of God. What is He loyal to? Himself? His laws? Yes, but also, He is loyal to me. Think about that for just a second and remember how the Lord has been loyal to you. Remember how He has seen you through so many things. Remember the times when God moved in your life and reflect on them at least once a month. Share your testimonies with those around you. There is power in sharing them. It has a way of lifting your Spirit-and other too. People can tell me all they want that God does not care, or God is not real..but I know otherwise because I have had personal experience with Him- an encounter that so changed my life. A pivitol moment in time where one way to the left or right would determine my future. And in that moment, He met me. He showed up. He didn't forget me becuase He is loyal to me and our relationship.
I will take a minute to reflect on the times God has demonstrated His loyalty in my life and how to express that through Scripture...
7You, LORD, were my friend, and you made me strong as a mighty mountain.
5Your anger lasts a little while, but your kindness lasts for a lifetime.
2I prayed to you, LORD God, and you healed me, 3saving me from death and the grave.
9Come save us and bless us. Be our shepherd and always carry us in your arms. Ps. 28
I can think of so many times that God has been a friend to me. He has been so kind to me- despite my attitude toward Him. He has healed me and saved me. He has blessed me and is now the Shepherd of my life- carrying my in His arms. May I continue to stay there and not become prideful or independent. It's easier for me to work for love- that way I feel like I've earned it. It is harder to receive a love that you don't have to work for. It is much easier to be a slave than a lover. Help me to receive Your love and the goodness of our friendship.
Lord, help us to never forget your kindness. LORD make us strong and give us peace.
4I ask only one thing, LORD: Let me live in your house every day of my life to see how wonderful you are.. Ps. 27
9Once I have turned to dust, how can I praise you or tell how loyal you are?
-I've never thought about telling of the loyalty of God. What is He loyal to? Himself? His laws? Yes, but also, He is loyal to me. Think about that for just a second and remember how the Lord has been loyal to you. Remember how He has seen you through so many things. Remember the times when God moved in your life and reflect on them at least once a month. Share your testimonies with those around you. There is power in sharing them. It has a way of lifting your Spirit-and other too. People can tell me all they want that God does not care, or God is not real..but I know otherwise because I have had personal experience with Him- an encounter that so changed my life. A pivitol moment in time where one way to the left or right would determine my future. And in that moment, He met me. He showed up. He didn't forget me becuase He is loyal to me and our relationship.
I will take a minute to reflect on the times God has demonstrated His loyalty in my life and how to express that through Scripture...
7You, LORD, were my friend, and you made me strong as a mighty mountain.
5Your anger lasts a little while, but your kindness lasts for a lifetime.
2I prayed to you, LORD God, and you healed me, 3saving me from death and the grave.
9Come save us and bless us. Be our shepherd and always carry us in your arms. Ps. 28
I can think of so many times that God has been a friend to me. He has been so kind to me- despite my attitude toward Him. He has healed me and saved me. He has blessed me and is now the Shepherd of my life- carrying my in His arms. May I continue to stay there and not become prideful or independent. It's easier for me to work for love- that way I feel like I've earned it. It is harder to receive a love that you don't have to work for. It is much easier to be a slave than a lover. Help me to receive Your love and the goodness of our friendship.
Lord, help us to never forget your kindness. LORD make us strong and give us peace.
4I ask only one thing, LORD: Let me live in your house every day of my life to see how wonderful you are.. Ps. 27
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Calling All: Looking for someone God-expectant..
Psalm 14 (The Message)
2 GOD sticks his head out of heaven.
He looks around.
He's looking for someone not stupid—
one man, even, God-expectant,
just one God-ready woman.
Lord, I pray that today, you would find me. Find me standing. Find me praying. Find me believing. Find me listening. Find me in need. I know you test me. I want to be found uncompromisingly righteous. Thank you Jesus for the cross. Through your death and resurrection I can live a righteous life. God, help me to walk through the situations of life with integrity- upholding honor for You. If not for grace, where would I be? I desire to know You in the deepest possible way. I'm having a hard time believing how You see me. You see me through the eyes of love. You want to love me. I am of value to you. Please help me to see myself as one of great value and worth. Help me to receive Your love. I am prone to not accept anything from anyone. I am prone to work for things- to earn it. It's much harder to receive something I know I didnt work for or deserve. Drown me in Your love God. Help me calloused heart to receive. My pride keeps me far from You when I wont accept the truth about who You say I am. Though I feel I am in the waiting room of unanswered prayers- help me to know everything is going to be o.k. I know that in Your Word I can build my Faith. Help me Lord, for I am in need of You. I desire to be invited to Your table to dine and talk. I'm in need. I love You Lord.
The Lord tests and proves the [unyieldingly] righteous. For the Lord is [rigidly] righteous, He loves righteous deeds; the upright shall behold His face, or He beholds the upright. Ps.11 [New Amplified Version)
Psalm 11 (The Message)
A David Psalm
1-3 I've already run for dear life straight to the arms of GOD.
So why would I run away now
when you say,
"Run to the mountains; the evil
bows are bent, the wicked arrows
Aimed to shoot under cover of darkness
at every heart open to God.
The bottom's dropped out of the country;
good people don't have a chance"?
4-6 But GOD hasn't moved to the mountains;
his holy address hasn't changed.
He's in charge, as always, his eyes
taking everything in, his eyelids
Unblinking, examining Adam's unruly brood
inside and out, not missing a thing.
He tests the good and the bad alike;
if anyone cheats, God's outraged.
Fail the test and you're out,
out in a hail of firestones,
Drinking from a canteen
filled with hot desert wind.
7 GOD's business is putting things right;
he loves getting the lines straight,
Setting us straight. Once we're standing tall,
we can look him straight in the eye.
2 GOD sticks his head out of heaven.
He looks around.
He's looking for someone not stupid—
one man, even, God-expectant,
just one God-ready woman.
Lord, I pray that today, you would find me. Find me standing. Find me praying. Find me believing. Find me listening. Find me in need. I know you test me. I want to be found uncompromisingly righteous. Thank you Jesus for the cross. Through your death and resurrection I can live a righteous life. God, help me to walk through the situations of life with integrity- upholding honor for You. If not for grace, where would I be? I desire to know You in the deepest possible way. I'm having a hard time believing how You see me. You see me through the eyes of love. You want to love me. I am of value to you. Please help me to see myself as one of great value and worth. Help me to receive Your love. I am prone to not accept anything from anyone. I am prone to work for things- to earn it. It's much harder to receive something I know I didnt work for or deserve. Drown me in Your love God. Help me calloused heart to receive. My pride keeps me far from You when I wont accept the truth about who You say I am. Though I feel I am in the waiting room of unanswered prayers- help me to know everything is going to be o.k. I know that in Your Word I can build my Faith. Help me Lord, for I am in need of You. I desire to be invited to Your table to dine and talk. I'm in need. I love You Lord.
The Lord tests and proves the [unyieldingly] righteous. For the Lord is [rigidly] righteous, He loves righteous deeds; the upright shall behold His face, or He beholds the upright. Ps.11 [New Amplified Version)
Psalm 11 (The Message)
A David Psalm
1-3 I've already run for dear life straight to the arms of GOD.
So why would I run away now
when you say,
"Run to the mountains; the evil
bows are bent, the wicked arrows
Aimed to shoot under cover of darkness
at every heart open to God.
The bottom's dropped out of the country;
good people don't have a chance"?
4-6 But GOD hasn't moved to the mountains;
his holy address hasn't changed.
He's in charge, as always, his eyes
taking everything in, his eyelids
Unblinking, examining Adam's unruly brood
inside and out, not missing a thing.
He tests the good and the bad alike;
if anyone cheats, God's outraged.
Fail the test and you're out,
out in a hail of firestones,
Drinking from a canteen
filled with hot desert wind.
7 GOD's business is putting things right;
he loves getting the lines straight,
Setting us straight. Once we're standing tall,
we can look him straight in the eye.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
"Land that I love.."
2"Why should the nations say, Where is now their God?
3But our God is in heaven; He does whatever He pleases.
4The idols of the nations are silver and gold, the work of men's hands.
5They have mouths, but they speak not; eyes have they, but they see not;
6They have ears, but they hear not; noses have they, but they smell not;
7They have hands, but they handle not; feet have they, but they walk not;
neither can they make a sound with their throats.
8They who make idols are like them; so are all who trust in and lean on them.."
-Psalm 115
This morning I'm thinking about America. "Why should the nations say [of America], Where is now their God?" I believe they are...
America was founded upon Christian principles and now our tolerance has led to the decay of our foundation. Sadly, most of us as Christians are not even aware it's happening around us- and what's worse, most of us will not do anything about it until it's too late. Tolerance will drive us to a place we never wanted to go or intended to go as Christian nation. It will keep us longer than we intended to stay and damage us more than we thought it could.
You may be labeled as 'intolerant" if you speak out, but who cares- at least you're making a difference and standing up for God's law to be estabilshed once again in our land. We need Godly leaders who can direct America back to it's foundation. I don't understand how we let prayer be taken out of our schools systems. We are so tolerant and blind. We have let so many things slip into our government. Where are the people who will stand up and say "No, we will not allow this!" ??
We have to bring God back into our government(laws)..if we don't- we will look back upon this time when we had the opportunity to and regret it.
I don't want other nations to look at us and say "Where is their God now?" Question is...where do we start?
3But our God is in heaven; He does whatever He pleases.
4The idols of the nations are silver and gold, the work of men's hands.
5They have mouths, but they speak not; eyes have they, but they see not;
6They have ears, but they hear not; noses have they, but they smell not;
7They have hands, but they handle not; feet have they, but they walk not;
neither can they make a sound with their throats.
8They who make idols are like them; so are all who trust in and lean on them.."
-Psalm 115
This morning I'm thinking about America. "Why should the nations say [of America], Where is now their God?" I believe they are...
America was founded upon Christian principles and now our tolerance has led to the decay of our foundation. Sadly, most of us as Christians are not even aware it's happening around us- and what's worse, most of us will not do anything about it until it's too late. Tolerance will drive us to a place we never wanted to go or intended to go as Christian nation. It will keep us longer than we intended to stay and damage us more than we thought it could.
You may be labeled as 'intolerant" if you speak out, but who cares- at least you're making a difference and standing up for God's law to be estabilshed once again in our land. We need Godly leaders who can direct America back to it's foundation. I don't understand how we let prayer be taken out of our schools systems. We are so tolerant and blind. We have let so many things slip into our government. Where are the people who will stand up and say "No, we will not allow this!" ??
We have to bring God back into our government(laws)..if we don't- we will look back upon this time when we had the opportunity to and regret it.
I don't want other nations to look at us and say "Where is their God now?" Question is...where do we start?
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Update
Sonalli (Dishan's sister) and me
Amma (Sri Lankan for 'momma') Rosie, Sonalli, Uncle George (Dishan and Sonalli's dad), Stefan
Stefnie and Dishan (Pastors)
Well, I made it home on June 4th at about 12 AM! I had such a wonderful experience in Sri Lanka. I feel so blessed to have gone there. Because there was limited access to the Internet, I was not able to update my blog as much as I did when I was in Nepal. But, I plan to share the stories and experiences I had there with you over a period of time as I am home now. I will be processing everything that happened the last 3 1/2 months and especially all that happened while I was in Sri Lanka the last month and a half. But for now I will leave you with a few of my favorite pictures. Take care and God bless
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
HUNGER!!!
The cry of my heart is revival. Last night I got to watch the Florida Revival for the first time. They have been holding the revival for 42 days. My Spirit was stirred even more for revival around the world. What I want to impart to you today as you read this is one thing: Hunger. A hunger for God. A dis-satisfaction for where you are now and a power surge within you to move you forward. A hatred towards sin, towards the things that hold you back from operating as the Spirit leads. You want revival? You want a change in your life? Then GET HUNGRY FOR GOD. Ask Him. He will fill you. Its almost like a machine within me that runs runs runs. Constantly saying: More God, More. I dont want to stay the same as I was yesterday. This passion within me should get stronger everyday. The Bible says in Matthew 5:6- Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they shall be FILLED. Notice that a person who hungers and thirsts for righteousness will not only be filled, or satisfied...but they will be BLESSED. Now, what is righteousness? Simply stated, its ' being made right with God.' So blessed are those who hunger and thirst to be made right with God. To be made holy. To be made pure. Often times we run after the green pastures (prosperity) or peace instead of looking to the One who gives these things. See, when you look to the Great Shepherd (found in Psalms 23) to take care of your needs, you will lack nothing in this life. Prosperity will be yours. Peace will be yours. Health and healing will be yours. But we must look to Jesus, our Shepherd, instead of the benefits He offers us. When we run after prosperity or success, we will be left with frustration and a sense of dis-satisfaction. It almost feels like we are wasting our lives. Is this not true? But when we look to Jesus and hunger and thirst to line our lives up with Him, then we are satisfied and filled. "The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie in green pastures, He restores my soul." Not only does God give us good things in life, but He restores our soul. Our emotions. He brings back what has been taken from us. Maybe broken relationships. Maybe finances. Whatever it may be today Im telling you, you will receive it when you hunger for Jesus and align yourself up with Him. His sheep are never without food. His sheep never beg for bread. They dont have to lack peace or money. Its our choice to be a part of His flock. He wont force us. Choose Him. Hunger for Him. Blessed and satisfied will you be when you make Jesus your Good Shepherd.
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